Seems like all this is in stagger mode. It is getting hard to find the want to. The heat and humidity are really bad and I get all tapped out and drained from it. It is a rough year for this with all the previous rains we've had here. The humidity is a monster. It is all beginning to seem like such a waste of effort. There is such gravity to drop down and drop out. Don't be surprised if the post from the next day is a resignation letter.
I have done the race distance on the swim and that will be OK, I think. The run? There have been no long runs and no long outdoor bike rides. My rides have been indoors with the max at 2 hours. How to get all this done in this sweltering heat is a real problem. Doubts and more doubts.
Maybe I am too old for this game now? Maybe this is all just a pie-in-the-sky wishful dreaming of an old guy who doesn't want to face his aging, instead of a real plan ?
Today, the only thing to do is to take the next step and let God tell me when to quit...........................or not.
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