Easier days and both about the same. Short everything. I did get in a 2000 meter swim which was good. But, I am hoping to get some recovery in for a few days before continuing on.
And, it seems, that the when I start doing less, I beging to doubt I will ever make it at the ironman; or I even be able to complete the training. When I do less, more seems so much harder to envision. Isn't that so much like life? We seem to respond to our present momentum. Or, the law of inertia: "
a body in motion tends to stay in motion and a body at rest tends to stay at rest."
I have to fight the impulse to think about my age and its prescribed limitation and how so few people my age even finish one of these thing. I have to steel myself away from my lesser self so I don't believe the standard copy prescibed for a man my age.
But, I am not on any prescriptions; medical or otherwise. I am not like the standard issue American man my age. I have fought with myself to be a different kind of man, and tonight I ask God to help me continue in that fight. And, as far as this ironman thing: live or die, fail of succeed: to God be the glory. It's all about You, God.
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