It's done. I withdrew this morning. It was hard but it might be later. I am so tapped out, so disappointed, so ready for rest. It doesn't seem so bad to get off this train. It was good to be trying to get on track for a month. I would have never gotten through this far without God. If nothing else, I learned to trust Him more through all t this. And, I trust Him for the rest of my story beyond this event.
Will my story go on? I am not sure. In this foggy state of heat induced fatigue, I think I would be more comfortable not doing anything challenging again. It will be interesting to see how this all fleshes out whtn the other person wakes up ans sees what I have done.
It's all in God's hands now. It always was.
