Even the best of plans can go awry. Endurance sports is hard to keep up with as I age up. It seems there is so much more that demands attention. Workouts outside often see, to come with on-course guilt. Being a caretaker of sorts can slow you down, sometimes to a crawl, while motivation has the same flame as a rain on campfire.
Despite all this, one knows you must go on. The ability for caretaking is accomplished only when one is able, and being able is best done by being active. Life is a sort of paradox.
There is no win here except to know that the hand that is being played is the one that is dealt. It is a challenge and a calling to do the right thing; to be the right person: to be the person God called me to be, whether it is training long hours, crossing a finish line, or attending to others. It's the hand I've been dealt. I am an endurance athlete in life itself. Praise God